This is the story of a girl..

March 25, 2013

I don’t have much to post anymore because I know that things will eventually fall into place. Eventually.

^Today I went fake-&-baking for the first time ever. I decided that I need to get a somewhat base down before I go on my Cruise so I don’t get totally fried like last time. This is my “I’m a baby Lobster” face. Enjoy! ^_^

February 26, 2013

I’ve been so open minded and contempt with everything lately that I’ve had nothing to rant or vent about on my blog. It actually kindda upsets me. My blog is naked. =/ But, on the bright side, life is good. Ever when things aren’t going my way, I still feel good because I stick up for people and help them out and whatnot. It’s a good feeling. <3

February 25, 2013

I’ll always love you. Simple as that.

Never say these things to someone dealing with these

  • Anxiety: Just calm down, everything will be fine. There is nothing to be worried about. Stop freaking out all the time.
  • Depression: Stop being sad all the time. People out there have it worse off than you. Cheer up nothing is wrong.
  • Sexual Orientation: It's just a phase. How can you know you are____ unless you had sexual experience.
  • Bipolar: It's just mood swings, everyone has them.
  • Self harm: Stop seeking attention. Stop trying to kill yourself.
  • Eating disorders: Just eat. Stop being so picky.
  • Abuse: Report who hurt you.
  • Suicide: Stop being so cowardly.
  • Sexual assault: You shouldn't have dressed like that. We were drunk, but you still said yes. You never outright said no.
  • Multiple Personality Disorder: You are making it up. There is no such thing. They are just your imaginary friends.
  • Post Traumatic Stress Disorder: It happened in the past, stop obsessing over it. Get over it.
  • please never say any of these things to someone who deals with these. If you hear someone say something like this to you or someone else, please say something. If you ever need someone to talk to please know that my ask is always open for you. I want to help as many people as i can.

February 20, 2013

Workout. College homework. Workout. Workout. College homework. This is my life. 

February 18, 2013

I don’t care if someone has hurt me in the past, or we don’t talk anymore or whatever has went on, I still try my hardest to show people I care and cheer them up. I try my hardest to make people smile and ensure them that they deserve the best, because they do; everyone does. But, even when I go out of the way, who appreciates it? Not a single damn person. Okay, that’s a lie. My one best friend appreciates it. But no one else does. & if they do, they make an effort to not show it. Or they just suck at showing appreciation period. Point of this post, I go out of my way for literally everyone, and they all still make me feel like crap.

Might as well make the best out of everything! (:

February 14, 2013

Happy Valentines Day beauts! Today is when all the happy couples feel soo loved, and the rest of us feel left out. So, with that in mind, today I went out and bought these gorgeous Roses and taped them to random lockers at my school. I don’t know who got them, but I really hope they felt appreciated and as beautiful as the roses. 

February 11, 2013

The past few days have been good. I’ve been happy, I’ve felt good about myself and I’m happy for those surrounding me. «< This is the way to live. Yeah, it may take you 17 years to figure it out and yeah, it may be hard, but any other way of living is just a waste of your beautiful life. Everyone should see that; that your life is beautiful, unique, and meaningful. The full meaning behind it, though, is to give it a meaning you created. Open your beautiful eyes and see that life is almost as beautiful as  you. And don’t forget to wear your smile. ♥